Sunday, March 18, 2012

Reading Like A Loser

Sorry – that's the best part
Con pompadour – a false likeness
With a mustache less gray

An appreciation for Jerry Lewis
The French were right or moving in that direction

I tried dissociation or it tried me
In paraconsistent logic, that is
We live in pursuit of true contradiction
Not quite ready for True Crime
The reality that transfixed and denied
Even an anti-hero

Her silent scream a calculus that slides
Off bleached white teeth
There is no shorter spontaneity than this
Monosyllabic drivel
Ouch he says, he always says
Ouch – the end

Slaughtered          Emotivity          Nuclei
He moulds sand into the shape of a brick and leaves it to harden
Art alienates         Railroads          Traffic lights 

Boredom

Monday, February 27, 2012

The speedy destruction of music


Imperfect and imperfect.  Their life is their life.  The richest ornament usurps the usurper. We already visited Egypt – that primitive church.  To dwell on shut-ins, we shutter to dwell.  Those fallen without thresholds within.  Similar dread inheritance and inheritance.  The unfortunate privilege when order opposed order.  As barbarians of past conduct, with no zeal for the sad life, any search of infinite sums yields to numbers of hard necessity.  
Let us praise the city within city as a pride of many. Legions so grand they embrace their affliction.  A new species of corruption whose grim frame it works to contain.  Any system mortgages its other mortgage.  Imperfect and imperfect. 

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Off Site - Occupied MLA - Sat 7 Jan 730p

MLA
off-site reading
▶ Saturday, January 7, 7:30 pm

Greg Bem
Jasper Bernes
Julia Bloch
Amaranth Borsuk
Rebecca Brown
Don Mee Choi
Merrill Cole
Matthew Cooperman
Crystal Curry
Maria Damon
Christine Deavel
Sarah Dowling
Johanna Drucker
Rachel DuPlessis
Joel Felix
Sandy Florian
Jamie Gusman
Joseph Harrington
William J. Harris
Jeanne Heuving
Anna Maria Hong
Junte Huang
Grant Jenkins
Erica Kaufman
Myung Mi Kim
Gregory Laynor
Karen An-hwei Lee
Alex Leslie
Stacey Levine
Suzanne Jill Levine
Susan McCabe
Sarah Mangold
John Marshall
Phil Metres
Joe Milutis
Robert Mittenthal
Laura Moriarty
Laura Mullen
Paul Nelson
Melanie Noel 
Aldon Nielsen
Doug Nufer
Vanessa Place
James Reed
Summer Robinson
Judith Roche
Linda Russo
Leonard Schwartz
Kathy Lou Shultz
Evie Shockley
Jonathon Stalling
William Stobb
Monica Storrs
Nico Vassilakis
Catherine Wagner
Christine Wertheim
David Wolach
Deborah Woodard
Maged Zaher
Zhang Er

 Saturday, January 7, 7:30-11:00 p.m. (doors open at 6:30 p.m.)
Downstairs at Town Hall (enter on Seneca Street)
1119 8th Avenue
Seattle, WA 98101

(Only a couple of blocks from Convention Center at 8th and Seneca:  take Seneca Street or Eighth Avenue over the freeway). Directions: http://townhallseattle.org/directions
Admission: free!!


This reading gathers a group of innovative, alternative writers, many of whom are in Seattle for the Modern Language Association.  With readings of 3 minutes or less, see the faces behind the print.
 

     Small Press distribution will be selling books, so you can thumb through your purchases before putting money on the line.
 

     This event is supported by the University of Washington Bothell's MFA in Creative Writing and Poetics, University of Washington's Simpson Center for the Humanities, and Seattle writers.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Reading Like A Loser

    -after Malcolm Bull's Where is the Anti-Nietzsche

Incompatible with myself I agree

Memory gets in the way
The best path is to talk and listen at the same time
To hear oneself toast the death of heroic memory

Refusing to stand in the empty space
My ears disclose their up-ended discard
Descartes’ ball of wax that separates as it morphs
Into an abandoned event at the opening gate

I stutter there – the presumptive passive object
Subject to inflation – my generic wires
Frame the common oddities of the new
Multiplied until they become the norm

What stumbles hears – too many appointed paths
How emotions play for uninhibited power
Who subscribes to this talk of victory – in need of victims
Where examples defer and exclusion includes

No time to step outside the equation

Sunday, October 9, 2011

White Days (the after draft) - for Curtis Taylor

 
"A gun is fired in tonight's performance"  
I take this pool cue from the program

Each propped up and
alone on the slippery slope

10 minutes?  Yes, an intermission
but the entire play releases us

It's all transitional space
rich layers of intransigent scrim

The object is to initiate prehensions
subject to recognitions that track us

We browse and swallow cookies
that haunt and track what we repeat

But before memory, Days activate affects
which cognition can never control

"Non-conscious experience is not an oxymoron...
more things are felt than are known"


The mediated landscape of tank tops and youtubes
Tutorials for the tattoos that linger over overlapping screens

Characteristics of the postman
The entrepreneur who delivers the dream

Laughing his way to the bank
To the embankment, the precipice where he falls & falls again

It is a script that whispers into your ear
no escaping
the description of the con

Seduced by transgression
Two dwarfs go into a bar where they pick up a prostitute

Who takes them to separate hotel rooms
The sugar rush ends at a gum-ball machine

No accounting for the sales pitch
For accumulation by dispossession

The theater becomes a tavern, a place for disclosure
A machine corrupted and easily broken

Where shadows and lights of the days
Foreground this omnipresent dark

Where rage haunts the unconnectable
those unknown even to themselves

They can only dance in vectors
that look forward and back

Pursuing trophies of the future or the past
Sharpened images of how to get there, or how to get back

Or else one becomes that trophy, dust in the eyes
Vodka in the veins

The darkness beyond days is what directs her
To the present moment -- to become what allures

The eye, lubricated for the endless
unrolling -- this is what draws and quarters


Monday, September 5, 2011

Two Minute Dance (for John Cage)










Whose circus jerks to attention
Of those so precariously concerned

In this ring, in the grooves of this record
A refusal to capture what

Time's body disguised
A precision meant to be obeyed

As the open approaches others
Based on an equal presumption

His timing a cross between Buster Keaton and Beckett
Yes. Comedy needs space – a precise place for delivery

And film is such an enterprise
It is a silent taunt - an admonishment heard there

Closing oneself off to prepare a sequence of images
As Cage consciously worked on becoming a nicer person

Regression quiets us as the germ
Before the human, before language

Spoke.  Shhh!  We're watered and grown
We feed and feedback

Your mouth needs a body
It needs to ingest the word or worlds of others

It needs to reject the “good taste” that “knows when to vomit”
Yes. The animal is a hierarchy of parts

Living off the more democratic vegetation
The singular hedge makes its decision

It solves the maze
Uncut from what translates

Beauty is what the parts do
Not what the whole is


Cage celebrates the finite event
A sneeze, the fidget of the person sitting next to you

To rescue music from its sublime failure – that is –
from our inability to grasp the total, the infinity of it

he instead induces us to sideline the subject
And embrace the singularity

To feel how an act of experience constructs

Thursday, September 1, 2011

The Return Of Pedagogical Error

This talk given at the Hedreen Gallery last Friday evening.

Why error? When you think about the these two words, Autonomous and University, they seem like two bad ideas.

Universal notions often end up making static rules. They want to destroy anything that challenges their authority – and to set up a world view or model, in pursuit of Truth – in effect denying the validity of all other theories and practices outside their own.

And while Autonomy does sound great, it’s unrealistic. Any interaction of objects needs a medium, an environment. So we’re always in debt to our environment. While Autonomy is usually thought of as the goal of creation, that is, to create something that has a life of its own (in Greek it means “having its own laws”), once autonomy occurs, this initial constituting event is difficult to keep from stultifying into hardened rules and norms.

So perhaps AU could combine two bad ideas into one tolerable one? Not at all sure we’ve done that. Looking back, before looking forward:

The Seattle Research Institute version of the Autonomous University idea envisioned inquiries that would begin as moderated discussion groups or reading groups focused on a particular issue (or problematic). The groups would aim for some form of public manifestation – which in effect would be a presentation of “results” (like tonight). The idea was to launch these groups and coordinate the presentations so that they could generate enthusiasm (& the PR energy) towards the formation of additional groups, and in this way the so-called university could become autonomous, ideally requiring minimal effort to subsist.

I agree with the idea that we shouldn’t allow school to interfere with education – in finding our own way. To paraphrase Alfred North Whitehead via Shaviro, what’s of interest is creation not rectification. Becoming – rather than some refinement of being.

Before Will Owen and I attempted to launch whatever it was that we launched (which hasn’t succeed in enacting this regenerative – engine of enthusiasm), I had come across an essay by Isabelle Stengers (on the ecology of practices) that had a big impact on my thinking, and Stengers ideas helped me think more clearly about what these grouplets could become. Stengers made me think the distinction between community (or the unity of the commons) and the collective – which doesn’t require unification. The collective goal is to cohere – it’s more focused on creating than rectifying. The community has a tendency to want to police itself, looking for rules, averages, norms.

That is, vis-à-vis Autonomous University, I realized that the goal isn’t really to empower individuals, but to empower the situation, to force participants to think and invent. That is, the external structure, the venue for discussions and deadlines and introductions was what could induce collective thought and action.

To quote from the prospectus for the Affective Aesthetics group: “The goal is collective thought, i.e., collective not as a unified consensus but as a dissensus, that is we will pursue a common ground (or common vocabulary) where disagreements can play out. It’s unclear where the research will take us.”

Per Stengers, “the idea is to foster collective thought (as I’ve said, quite distinct from unified thought) and to demonstrate how collective thinking can make a difference.” Submitting oneself to or participating in one of these groups is to a certain extent taking a risk, that is it can open you to becoming other than you are. “Encouraging the risk - the unique risk that each participant has to bring into the collective “meeting & mutation.”

To reiterate, I think the aim of collective meeting and mutation is coherence, and to quote Steve Shaviro (on Stengers on Whitehead): “Coherence isn’t logical, it’s eco-logical – always in relation to its environs.”

Stengers talks about “cohabitation between one [or within one] and between each other. A political ecology would be a social technology of belonging – which assumes coexistence and co-becoming as the habitat of practices.”

This notion of a “social technology of belonging” is difficult to understand (or it is difficult for me to understand). I think of belonging as a situation (like a specific family, or an art practice) where you own it as much as it owns you. You belong to it, and it belongs to you. In this context I think co-existence and co-becoming as the habitat begins to make sense. We’re in this together.

This said, “social technology” in the last couple of years has been on a roll with the so-called Arab Spring Forward (which hopefully does not precede a fall back), and what is happening in London (and Philadelphia & elsewhere). The police and its bureaucracies seem unable to control flash mobs except by adopting phone hacking techniques & preempting the meetings.

The individual in the crowd doesn’t really belong to the technology -- unless he or she works at Facebook or is an impossible geek. So while twitter & facebook don’t exactly induce belonging, they do facilitate meeting or bringing bodies together – they can be a tool for empowering a situation.

The flash mob is powerful precisely to the extent that it unites or subsumes individuals. The flash mob expresses itself in specific actions (for example, a broken Starbucks window, or the liberation of big screen tvs). I want to say that individual participants belong to the event & vice versa, not to the technology that got them to the site of the interaction.

The context for these riots (or flash mobs) is a neo-liberal capitalism where the notion of the market has permeated every part of our lives. We are continuously bombarded by advertisements – we begin to believe that we can have it all. Thus, there is a sense of entitlement at the same time that it feels as if the future has abandoned us.

According to Zizek, these are riots of ironic shopping, fulfilling (in the only available way) the consumer desires instilled in us. These are “zero degree protests” – that is, they are violent actions that demand nothing. Zizek wants to think of this kind of action (after his hero Hegel) as an abstract negativity. The rabble – or those outside organized social space – express discontent via irrational outbursts. Per Badiou (via Zizek), the world is increasingly worldless, "the only form protest can take is meaningless violence."

So while Facebook, with its own autonomy and universal reach, does not seem like a catalyst for deep thinking, it does seem like it can be a catalyst for collective feeling and action.

Stengers again: For real change to occur -- becoming other -- there needs to be an exposure, a risk. And one hopes for an event -- a meeting where mutation may occur.

I’m not sure but these spontaneous uprisings or flash mobs seem less individual expressions, than expressions of what society is becoming. It’s less about a singular or individual meeting & mutation, than about crowd activity.

Backing up a bit, there is a question of intent. What kind of decisions are being made in these viral uprisings.  How do we explain the presence of mentality in the individuals and in the crowd?

I think mentality is decisional in the way that bacteria make decisions -- that is, way below the threshold of cognition or consciousness. There is a vast realm of feeling that we do not -- and cannot -- understand.

Kant and Whitehead are onto something when they assert that thinking and feeling require each other. And this was a big part of what I had hoped the affective aesthetic group would think through. We have to remember to acknowledge that feeling is the basis of experience. Aesthetics precedes ethics. “The skin is faster than the word.”

I’m not convinced that the flash mob or zero degree protest can be accurately characterized as a self-organized emergence. And I find the notion of self to be problematic. The presumption of individual consumer choice is central to the market dominated world we inhabit.

I could go on to argue for mentality as transhistorical. It is a reasonably good answer to the question of how to explain the presence of mentality in the world, ie, it was always there, it didn’t just emerge.

Reading some essays by Trevor Goward on Lichen recently, I’ve become intrigued by the notion of evolution as the history of indigestion. That is, what evolves is what resists complete consumption. And perhaps this demonstrates the inadequacy of dialectical explanations.

“What started as a gesture of parasitism later strengthened into mutual dependence, and later still to full symbiogenetic merger.” What fails to be consumed is not merely subsumed, but becomes mutually dependent with its host; and ultimately mutates with the host into something alien.

One problem I’m interested in is how to do something in the so-called humanities that meaningfully intersects science. They seem completely incompatible.

Science demands answers that can be detached from human interests – eliminating human artifacts from the experimental apparatus. But poetry and art demand answers that are attached to human interests. That is, artist-practitioners (even those against the so-called “hand”) attempt to create alluring artifacts.

This reminds me of something enigmatic from Robert Kelly. On his website, he talks about listening out loud to his own incomprehensibility -- as a definition of poetic process. “The incomprehensible is the only thing that makes sense. That is, it creates sense -- the sense of something happening to you as you read.” Kelly says provocatively: “Most poets are too smart to believe in their own intelligence.”

As seductive as this sounds (and it does seduce me), Stengers suggests that maybe it’s not going nearly far enough.

"It is much more comfortable to produce deep, beautiful meditations about an author not being an author of what he or she writes than reaching this point of nonstyle when you simply affirm that writing is not a spontaneous activity of human goodwill but puts the writer in debt to what makes him or her write." (Stengers, Last Enigmatic Message, 64)

But I did say “maybe”. Maybe Kelly’s enigma is not simply a meditation on “not being the author of what he writes”.

Anyway… I’m not sure what it means to live for (or with) what Whitehead calls the “vector character of experience” – where each moment looks both backward and forward. Where experience is not just an isolated point to be analyzed.

I’ll end by reading The Subject of the Subject – which is in debt to my collaborators (Galen, Cristin & Joel) who made me think & write. This appeared in Club Affect’s little pamphlet – an unhappy readymade (after Duchamp’s) that found itself printed on checkpaper – to prevent easy reproduction. It was hung out on a clothesline outside these windows -- between these trees.


One last point of introduction is that the phrase “subject of the subject” is something Michael Palmer muttered in a conversation at the Poetics Colloquium in Vancouver more than 20 years ago (wait – he doesn’t mutter – but to quote the Seinfeld episode where Kramer fixates on which modern horse to bet on – his mutter was a mudder).  Today, these modernist rifts still have some life.